Letters

I wrote my mother a letter today.
And it made me cry.
She is this fragile looking lady,with a super strong heart&soul.
Being away for too long makes me forget that she's alone so far away from me.
Thus,I took her for granted sometimes.
Especially when I'm busy,sometimes I dont call home for almost a week.
I remember,I used to text her everyday,and call every other day.

So,I've decided to change that.
And call her more often.
And snail mail her once in a while.
She's 61 this year.
She's healthy Alhamdulillah.
But I've been living with this fear that I might lose her anytime.
Well it is true in a way,life might be lost anytime..
Thats the reality of life.
This fear that I have is probably due to the fact that I only have her in my life.
My dad passed away when I was 3.

So basically,my Mummy is everything to me. And I love her,and I will cherish her and I will always do.


Allahumma inni a’udhu bika (O Allah! I seek refuge in you)

Min adhabi jahanam (from the torment of the hellfire)

wa min adhabi qabr (and from the torment of the grave)

wamin sharri fitnatil mahya wal mamat (and from the trail and afflictions of life and death)

wamin sharri fitnatil masihid dajjaal (and from the deception of the False Christ.)

Rabbighfir li (O my Lord! Forgive me)

waliwalidayya (and my parents)

Rabbirhamhuma (O my Lord! Bestow your mercy upon them)

kama rabbayani saghira (just as they cherished me in childhood / when I was a child)


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